Is it a dream...

Here we are together...

I'm there with you, you're here with me, we're together...

And we're right together.
We fit together.
We vibe together.
We belong together...

Then I open my eyes to realize that I am not with you, and you are not with me...

Welcome to reality.

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Expectations

I expect a lot from my friends, but in return I give a lot of myself.

I expect you to want the best for yourself...nothing less!

I expect honesty at all times, if you feel the need to lie to me, you apparently do not hold me in too high of a regard.

I expect you to always act the same with me...I don't do some-timey...we are either friends all the time or none of the time, no in between.

I expect you to be respectful of my time, ideas, and feelings.

I expect you to have my back...but this does not mean always agreeing with me...being a true friend is also being able to respectfully call someone out on their ish.

I expect you to park selfishness at the door.

I expect you to understand and realize that I will not always agree with you, and if I don't agree with you, it does not mean that I am against you.

I expect communication...we don't have to talk everyday, but if I reach out to you, I expect it to be acknowledged.

I don't feel I ask for much, but if these expectations are too much for you...

I guess we can't be friends.

I'm Baaaaack!

I took a brief hiatus from the net...no blogging, IM'ing, emailing for social purposes, no youtube, no message boards. Just chilling. Our church did a television fast, and since I don't watch television that much...

I have been telling myself that I spend way too much time online, not being too productive. So I took this as a chance to take a much needed break. The time off allowed me to sit and reflect. The internet has become an escape for me. I have a lot going on in my head, and it's nice to be able to share and get my thoughts out. But, I have found myself spending way too much time online running from my own mind. Hopefully this hiatus has taught me to be disciplined about my computer use.

Once I log off, everything is still the same...

Still unemployed...

Still dealing with family drama...

Still single.

So, although this allows me an escape, a place to talk through the hard times as well as share the good times. I need to get back to basics...need to start reading again, writing more. I say this while I am working on launching another blog...This is going to be MAJOR, so be on the lookout.

Ok, I am going to stop with the rambling...what I really want to say is...

Man...

I missed y'all!