Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
The Day After...
Yesterday was Christmas, and it was a merry and blessed day indeed...
We had enchiladas, chips, queso, and charro beans. There was cake, banana pudding, and ice cream, but I didn't have any (so you know I had some ice cream and cake today). We also had fajitas, but we never got around to eating those...don't worry, we will go in on that this evening.
And now I am listening to Michael Jackson sing, "I just can't stop loving you...", with sounds of the family playing Monopoly in the background.
Happy to have family...blessed to have family that loves me.
2009 was a bit bumpy...but I am still enjoying each and every moment that it has left to give, while looking forward to all the great things to come in 2010!
Wishing you all a happy and holiday season too!
We had enchiladas, chips, queso, and charro beans. There was cake, banana pudding, and ice cream, but I didn't have any (so you know I had some ice cream and cake today). We also had fajitas, but we never got around to eating those...don't worry, we will go in on that this evening.
I got myself the following gift... 
We played Rock Band... I suck on the drums, but I roc the mic...what?!
And now I am listening to Michael Jackson sing, "I just can't stop loving you...", with sounds of the family playing Monopoly in the background.
Happy to have family...blessed to have family that loves me.
2009 was a bit bumpy...but I am still enjoying each and every moment that it has left to give, while looking forward to all the great things to come in 2010!
Wishing you all a happy and holiday season too!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Free Handbag!
Friday, December 18, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Monday, December 07, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Questions...
annoy me.
Especially when they are questions about my personal life that have nothing to do with you.
How are you?
Is everything well?
What have you been up to?
These are questions that although may never get the truthful answer...I mean, do you want to hear me say that everything is sucks, that I'm not feeling well, and my life is boring and I have been up to absolutely nothing because there's nothing to be up to? No, you don't really care what's going on in my life...you're just being polite, so you will receive the polite response.
But questions...with me, many times go ignored.
If I want you to know, I will tell you.
Especially when they are questions about my personal life that have nothing to do with you.
How are you?
Is everything well?
What have you been up to?
These are questions that although may never get the truthful answer...I mean, do you want to hear me say that everything is sucks, that I'm not feeling well, and my life is boring and I have been up to absolutely nothing because there's nothing to be up to? No, you don't really care what's going on in my life...you're just being polite, so you will receive the polite response.
But questions...with me, many times go ignored.
If I want you to know, I will tell you.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I'm here!
I feel as though I've been neglecting the k-spot...although I don't spend as much time here, I have not vacated the spot.
I have a lot going on right now...new position...new blog...applied to graduate school for the Spring...
There has just been so much change in my life...
some of it good...some of it not so much...but all of it will serve to make me better!
Road bumps...they might slow me down but they will not stop me!
Just wanted to say hello to everyone...
and if you miss me, you can always check me out over at boissuq.com
I have a lot going on right now...new position...new blog...applied to graduate school for the Spring...
There has just been so much change in my life...
some of it good...some of it not so much...but all of it will serve to make me better!
Road bumps...they might slow me down but they will not stop me!
Just wanted to say hello to everyone...
and if you miss me, you can always check me out over at boissuq.com
Saturday, October 03, 2009
When you look at me...
Just a vacancy, love don’t live here anymore…
When you look at me, which me do you see?
Do you see the me that at times holds her head in a false vanity, walking selfishly, unaware and unaffected by the cries of those surrounding me?
No one loves me, so why should I care?
Do you see the me that is consumed by agony, crying myself to sleep, hopelessly, crying out without a prayer, crying out where no one can hear, crying out because no one is there…
Is that the me that you see?
When you look at me which me do you see?
Do you see the me that holds her down head in humiliation…driven by self-degradation…because the way I see, no one could absolutely love me...do you see the me that feels worthless and unworthy?
Do you see the me whose heart feels a vacancy because I allowed him to enter me, not only physically but spiritually exiting with a piece of me…now I am an incomplete sum of a whole…and feeling useless because…
When you look at me which me do you see?
Do you see the me that is in pain, do you see a me that looks in the mirror with disdain…do you look at me the same?
Or…
When you look at me..
Do you see the me that has been transpired by the blood that brings forth new life…I’m not talking about a transfusion, yet speaking of an infusion down to the very core of my soul…making me whole, controlling each beat of my heart…the rhythm of my pulse…
Now look at me…
Which me do you see?
Do you see the me with a new song to sing…
LOVE LIVES HERE!
no longer feeling a void…an emptiness, because now my heart has been instilled with joy…
do you see that me?
Do you see the me who is no longer incomplete but has been made whole …the me that no longer cries out in agony but shouts in victory…the me with a testimony…
Do you see the me ready to stand with my fellow man, extending a hand, to uplift someone in need…someone who feels a void…someone with a vacancy…
Because…
That’s the me I’m aspiring to be, is that the me that you see?
Because…
that’s the me HE needs me to be…
So, hopefully that is the me that you see.
Copyright © 2009 by kelic. All rights reserved worldwide. No part of this may be used or reproduced without the author’s consent.
When you look at me, which me do you see?
Do you see the me that at times holds her head in a false vanity, walking selfishly, unaware and unaffected by the cries of those surrounding me?
No one loves me, so why should I care?
Do you see the me that is consumed by agony, crying myself to sleep, hopelessly, crying out without a prayer, crying out where no one can hear, crying out because no one is there…
Is that the me that you see?
When you look at me which me do you see?
Do you see the me that holds her down head in humiliation…driven by self-degradation…because the way I see, no one could absolutely love me...do you see the me that feels worthless and unworthy?
Do you see the me whose heart feels a vacancy because I allowed him to enter me, not only physically but spiritually exiting with a piece of me…now I am an incomplete sum of a whole…and feeling useless because…
When you look at me which me do you see?
Do you see the me that is in pain, do you see a me that looks in the mirror with disdain…do you look at me the same?
Or…
When you look at me..
Do you see the me that has been transpired by the blood that brings forth new life…I’m not talking about a transfusion, yet speaking of an infusion down to the very core of my soul…making me whole, controlling each beat of my heart…the rhythm of my pulse…
Now look at me…
Which me do you see?
Do you see the me with a new song to sing…
LOVE LIVES HERE!
no longer feeling a void…an emptiness, because now my heart has been instilled with joy…
do you see that me?
Do you see the me who is no longer incomplete but has been made whole …the me that no longer cries out in agony but shouts in victory…the me with a testimony…
Do you see the me ready to stand with my fellow man, extending a hand, to uplift someone in need…someone who feels a void…someone with a vacancy…
Because…
That’s the me I’m aspiring to be, is that the me that you see?
Because…
that’s the me HE needs me to be…
So, hopefully that is the me that you see.
Copyright © 2009 by kelic. All rights reserved worldwide. No part of this may be used or reproduced without the author’s consent.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Please forgive me!
I will never chose another over you again. I have learned my lesson, and now I know, I truly need you. So know I'm asking you to come back and help right what I've made wrong...
I need you! There is none better than you!
Oh Tide, I just hope you can find it within yourself to forgive me!
I need you! There is none better than you!
Oh Tide, I just hope you can find it within yourself to forgive me!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Cloudy is my vision...
I have a lot of things going on in my head...all though none of them seem to be clear at moment.
I have had a few obstacles thrown at me these past few weeks...but greater is he that's within me!
Yeah, I could have handled myself differently, but I should not have been put in that position in the first place.
Why is it so hot?!!! I mean, I have to get it right! I can't go to hell! I would not least 5 secs...
I was awaken from a good sleep last night (had been asleep maybe an hour and a half) and I could not get back to sleep...I was wide awake until about 6am...could have used a good book.
I am really craving some fried shrimp right now...ooooh, with a baked potatoes...who's cooking me dinner tonight?!
Getting ready for football season! My Longhorns are ranked #2! That's what I'm talking about...but with our schedule we better go undefeated...
Well blog world, really didn't have too much to say today, just felt the need to check in.
Make sure to check us out at boissuq.
Things are becoming a bit more clear...
I have had a few obstacles thrown at me these past few weeks...but greater is he that's within me!
Yeah, I could have handled myself differently, but I should not have been put in that position in the first place.
Why is it so hot?!!! I mean, I have to get it right! I can't go to hell! I would not least 5 secs...
I was awaken from a good sleep last night (had been asleep maybe an hour and a half) and I could not get back to sleep...I was wide awake until about 6am...could have used a good book.
I am really craving some fried shrimp right now...ooooh, with a baked potatoes...who's cooking me dinner tonight?!
Getting ready for football season! My Longhorns are ranked #2! That's what I'm talking about...but with our schedule we better go undefeated...
Well blog world, really didn't have too much to say today, just felt the need to check in.
Make sure to check us out at boissuq.
Things are becoming a bit more clear...
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Hey Young World...
the world is yours...
How is everyone out here in blog land?
It's been a minute...busy at work, busy with boissuq...
you should follow us on twitter.
So, I did mention that I've had a lot going on right?
Well, this past week was a hectic one to say the least. I received a call at the end of the day on Monday, the receptionist was running down the hall looking for me because I was not in the office...I could hear her calling my name so I followed my name to the front desk, she's in a state of hysterics, she's waving the phone and telling me to just take it up there...
I see my sister's name on the caller ID...my heart sank.
"Keli, momma just called, they had to rush daddy to the hospital, he's non-responsive".
I can't tell you how I got from point A to B...my coworkers said that I let out a whale that sent a few of them running behind me to make sure I was ok...
So...it turns out my 59 yr old father had a stroke. He apparently loss consciousness for a minute. He is now taking blood pressure meds and taking it easy...which is not going to be easy for him...he tried to fix my cousins car the afternoon he was released from the hospital...
He speaks very aggressively...he does not mean any harm, but most time he barks at you, instead of speaking to you...
The tone is still the same, but the bark is not as loud. He's still cutting up as my mom would say, meaning joking and laughing.
I had to go home, I never visit Freeport, because my parents always come here, but now I see, that they are getting to a point to where my sister and I are going to have to go to them.
My father and I have had our differences...but I forgive him. That stuff is in the past...
I do know, that for that moment...when I thought there was a possibility that he was gone...I was beyond upset...
I was not ready to say goodbye...guess that's because I had to make sure that he knows I love him.
How is everyone out here in blog land?
It's been a minute...busy at work, busy with boissuq...
you should follow us on twitter.
So, I did mention that I've had a lot going on right?
Well, this past week was a hectic one to say the least. I received a call at the end of the day on Monday, the receptionist was running down the hall looking for me because I was not in the office...I could hear her calling my name so I followed my name to the front desk, she's in a state of hysterics, she's waving the phone and telling me to just take it up there...
I see my sister's name on the caller ID...my heart sank.
"Keli, momma just called, they had to rush daddy to the hospital, he's non-responsive".
I can't tell you how I got from point A to B...my coworkers said that I let out a whale that sent a few of them running behind me to make sure I was ok...
So...it turns out my 59 yr old father had a stroke. He apparently loss consciousness for a minute. He is now taking blood pressure meds and taking it easy...which is not going to be easy for him...he tried to fix my cousins car the afternoon he was released from the hospital...
He speaks very aggressively...he does not mean any harm, but most time he barks at you, instead of speaking to you...
The tone is still the same, but the bark is not as loud. He's still cutting up as my mom would say, meaning joking and laughing.
I had to go home, I never visit Freeport, because my parents always come here, but now I see, that they are getting to a point to where my sister and I are going to have to go to them.
My father and I have had our differences...but I forgive him. That stuff is in the past...
I do know, that for that moment...when I thought there was a possibility that he was gone...I was beyond upset...
I was not ready to say goodbye...guess that's because I had to make sure that he knows I love him.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Introducing...
boissuq!
Thats right, we said it...
Boys suck!
This is a project that a long-time friend and I are working on...
Thats right, we said it...
Boys suck!
This is a project that a long-time friend and I are working on...
No we are not lesbians! We’re just two women tired of dealing with boys in men’s clothing, and we know we’re not the only ones…it seems the older we get, the more trivial things become. After many late night conversations about “Why did he think that was okay?”, “What in heaven’s sake possessed him to do that?” , or my favorite “When is he going to follow through on what he says he wants?!’ It’s about time for us to bring the rest of you ladies in on our conversations…It’s time we spoke up and let these “men” know what they think is cute, is played out and tired.
Fellas, we by no means hate you…
but the line just became thinner.
So ladies, tell us what you think...
And fellas, we welcome and appreciate your two cents as well...we can weed out the busters once the REAL men speak up and let themselves be known.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Creativity....
If you were here, with me, I would follow your lead, as you
conduct our symphony, composed in the key of sensuality
If you were here, with me, our bodies would create a
rhythmic melody, our breath providing the syncopation of the
beat
If you were here, with me, I would wrap you within my
desire, our bodies fusing into one, riding the crescendo of
our melody
If you were here, with me, I would satisfy your oral
fixation, providing a canvas as you create a masterpiece, stroking perfectly
If you were here, with me, we would voyage deep inside my
fantasy ride, creating works of passion, as we get high off
ecstasy
If you were here, with me, you would feel me pulsating to
the beat of our rhythm, pausing only to reflect upon our
work of art… Instinctively…pleasurably …
If you were here with me.
Copyright © 2008 by kelic. All rights reserved worldwide. No part of this may be used or reproduced without the author's consent.
conduct our symphony, composed in the key of sensuality
If you were here, with me, our bodies would create a
rhythmic melody, our breath providing the syncopation of the
beat
If you were here, with me, I would wrap you within my
desire, our bodies fusing into one, riding the crescendo of
our melody
If you were here, with me, I would satisfy your oral
fixation, providing a canvas as you create a masterpiece, stroking perfectly
If you were here, with me, we would voyage deep inside my
fantasy ride, creating works of passion, as we get high off
ecstasy
If you were here, with me, you would feel me pulsating to
the beat of our rhythm, pausing only to reflect upon our
work of art… Instinctively…pleasurably …
If you were here with me.
Copyright © 2008 by kelic. All rights reserved worldwide. No part of this may be used or reproduced without the author's consent.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
She Got Her Own
I keep hearing men say this...but do they really mean this?
And when do we get to the point where this is trite behavior on their part?
I mean, to me...chivalry is not dead...just a loss art form.
And if I need to reimburse you for buying me a salad and a damn sprite (still salty about this)...you don't think of the value of my time...mind...body...spirit...
The problem is...
Men seem to look at the material when they consider wants vs. needs.
A woman can pay her own way, yet be needy and insecure.
And some men that speak this, "I want an independent woman bull"...
well...
They don't know how to act when they get what they want. After a while, what they love about you, is what they begin to despise. They look at you one day, realize you don't NEED them, then they are off to put on the cape and play captain save'em for the first chick that makes them feel needed.
Yet in still...
This is still my song of the moment. I especially like the swisha house mix...think it's hella sexy, although I could do without fabulous on the track.
And yes...I said this mix is sexy...what?!
And when do we get to the point where this is trite behavior on their part?
I mean, to me...chivalry is not dead...just a loss art form.
And if I need to reimburse you for buying me a salad and a damn sprite (still salty about this)...you don't think of the value of my time...mind...body...spirit...
The problem is...
Men seem to look at the material when they consider wants vs. needs.
A woman can pay her own way, yet be needy and insecure.
And some men that speak this, "I want an independent woman bull"...
well...
They don't know how to act when they get what they want. After a while, what they love about you, is what they begin to despise. They look at you one day, realize you don't NEED them, then they are off to put on the cape and play captain save'em for the first chick that makes them feel needed.
Yet in still...
This is still my song of the moment. I especially like the swisha house mix...think it's hella sexy, although I could do without fabulous on the track.
And yes...I said this mix is sexy...what?!
Sunday, July 05, 2009
If only I had a man...
That would let me know that everything is going to be alright when I am having a rough day.
That would sit with me and talk about everything while talking about nothing.
That realizes I'm not the typical chick.
That believes me and believes in me.
That can melt me with one touch.
That thinks of me before he acts.
That understands that I am the best person to have in his corner.
That realizes I always act with him in mind.
That calls me before he goes to bed, just to hear the sound of my voice.
That wants me to be his best friend.
That asks me what I'm thinking, or how I'm feeling before drawing his own conclusions.
That would talk to me, and let me know what's on his mind.
That greets me and asks how was my day when I get home from work.
That understands I will not always agree with him...but I am always for him...never against him.
That can accept me, all of me, flaws and all.
That would offer me the world if it were his to give.
That would hug me so tightly that I get lost in his arms.
If only...
That would sit with me and talk about everything while talking about nothing.
That realizes I'm not the typical chick.
That believes me and believes in me.
That can melt me with one touch.
That thinks of me before he acts.
That understands that I am the best person to have in his corner.
That realizes I always act with him in mind.
That calls me before he goes to bed, just to hear the sound of my voice.
That wants me to be his best friend.
That asks me what I'm thinking, or how I'm feeling before drawing his own conclusions.
That would talk to me, and let me know what's on his mind.
That greets me and asks how was my day when I get home from work.
That understands I will not always agree with him...but I am always for him...never against him.
That can accept me, all of me, flaws and all.
That would offer me the world if it were his to give.
That would hug me so tightly that I get lost in his arms.
If only...
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